Weekly Recap For W87 - Lamplight 26
🗓️ W87 🏮 Lantern Twenty-Six: Free to Wander
Recap Drops Every Wednesday, 10PM Vespana Time
This Week’s Note:
260909 - “There was freedom in discovering that I didn't have to go back.” How odd, this week was a really strange feeling. In the course of searching for Oxygen, I had another little bump in the road the flipped the FRV, but two things emerged: 1) As usual, chapters came out. The weekend was protected. 2) Because of this little crashout, my mind wandered and went to look for old things.
Surprisingly, very little of them stuck. Yes, these were things that I enjoyed and took happiness in, but very little of them stuck with me. I was surprised at the ones that actually did too, since they were not the things that I would have thought would stick.
I guess something has changed, or the world is telling me to look forward again, in a nice way. In a way, I liked that feeling, that I dipped my toes into something, and then I had the freedom to come back up the water without any guilt. Sometimes that can be hard for me. Of course, I could adopt a poker mindset of ‘what is in the pot no longer matters’, but I find that quite the cruel philosophy to carry in every aspect of my life as well. I would be constantly cutting off things until there is not much that remains. I think I am fine with not being completely Kaneki Kened into stuff.
Small progress on Oxygen, but not much. Not very much, but it is a sprout, as Jules would say. The search continues. The deadline draws closer, God! They’re so racist against Eldans! (laugh)
🎙️ YouTube
📖 Webnovel
