Weekly Recap For W93 -Lamplight 32
🗓️ W93 🏮 L32: We Need Stable Ground
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This Week’s Note:
261021 - Even as I write this, I am in pain. Nothing seems to work well, so I shall keep this short. This week was mostly a downer week. Oxygen remains at the front of my thoughts, so much that it chokes out my ability to love and make things. A lot of stuff is on my mind, and I am so sick and tired of this endless back and forth pacing. It is like the drowning rat experiment where I am given a small piece of hope to hang on only to drown in the end. It’s such a painful realization, and that comes on the day after the anniversary too. I look at the smiling faces, and feel happy, but I know this happiness is only here for a fleeting moment, and I become sad again. I’m so, so very tired of this. What do I do? What CAN I do? I keep trying to ‘figure it out’ but I don’t have time or resources to do so already.
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